FF WEEK

[Kristen Bitting]

I have a pretty strong hunch that I am going to be evicted this week.
It was pretty obvious to me when they pulled their disappearing act all week-end and they have been vague on back-up plans.
I was worried they would try to go after Enzo when we were both up together and TBH I would much rather it be me so I was thrilled when Rachel saved him. As long as he is safe I don't care how they vote. It would be nice to get Justin out and I would like to stay and fight for F2 with Enzo but I feel my days are numbered. There is no way they will honor their deal with us. They have them with EVERYONE except Rachel.
They even made one with AMY and JUSTIN 2 weeks ago. Enzo thinks it is 'genius ' but this is one place where Enzo and I disagree. I think making alliances with everyone is stupid. You can't possibly keep them all happy and people talk so you will be found out at some point and no-one will trust you.
I can honestly say I planned on keeping my deal with them..but now I am only going to be loyal to Enzo, Amy, Rachel.
Hopefully I will end up surviving this eviction and either Enzo or myself win HOH next week. I will feel terrible if Enzo uses his prize to save me and next week he needs it for himself but it looks like he has made his mind up.
My pussycat will not let me go without a fight. I am so lucky to have him. I just hope I am able to save him next week somehow. If we are both auto-noms at voting time I will be asking to leave. It wont be so bad now that I know he has Rachel in his corner and I hope Amy will support him too.

[Kristen Bitting]

Looks like the plot thickens. I knew it was bad when Casey put Amy up . My guess is it is because she wouldn't vote me out. Now this has been comfirmed. I saw a PM from Casey to Rachel asking her to vote me out . He said I was trying to get her BD'd last week. LMAO... IT WAS CASEY, JAMES and BRIAN that wanted Rachel gone . I am getting blamed for Amanda being BD'ed .I couldn't have wanted BOTH. LOL Casey! Casey! Casey! That PM is sub standard for someone of your caliber. It was fraught with contradictions like " Kristen is a threat because she is close to James " and then " James is voting her out ". Well which way is it Casey ?

He said James and Brian are voting me out. This could be true but today I got a PM from Brian that ensured me I was safe and they were going to vote AMY and they were hoping Casey wouldn't be too upset. I asked if Casey knew yet and Brian said he just sent him a PM so he wont be totally blindsided.
I don't know what the truth is but I do know that Casey is trying to get rid of me. James and Brian may have agreed at the time and decided against it afterward. I may be the dumbest person ever to play BB, but I dont think Brian is lying to me. I am not saying that I have 100% faith in him but I don't know why he would blatantly lie about this. He could have avoided me or he could have said we are voting Justin as planned.
If it turns out to be a huge lie and they do evict me like that I hope they realize I will not be as likely to vote for them to win. It would not be a smart game move, and it would be an unnecessary act of betrayal. I mean since they have Casey breaking the tie they control the votes. The smartest thing would be to get Amy who is actively lobbying for them to leave, or to come clean with me and at least let me know.
I think I am safe with the for now...but next week will be a different story..of this I am certain. If they do vote me out I am safe for another week anyway..so the proverbial shit will hit the fan.

[Kristen Bitting]

this is the PM from Brian :
Hey Kristen, no worries! You are totally safe! James Enzo and I feel its best to get Amy out now since we dont know where she stands and would have easily voted me out had I been the replacement nominee instead of her. Justin can be taken care of later. Its my hope that Casey understands our reasoning behind it.

This does not make me happy because I want Amy to stay. I know I could seal her fate but I will not do that. Amy confided in me that she was in an alliance with James, Brian, Justin and Casey but that she will never honor it and she actively lobbied to get Casey to put Brian or James up. Of course Casey wont tell them that...and even though I am nominated beside her I wont throw her under the bus. I gave her my word and I will keep it..that doesnt mean I am not tempted to tell them Justin "outted" the alliance..