Week 11- My absence

[James Rhine]

This post recounting week 11 is just that; a reflection. I already know the outcome, but I'm writing as best as I can remember how I felt in the given time or place.

Final 5 rounds in big brother are my least favorite rounds to be in. 1 HoH, 2 nominees, and 1 possible auto-replacement nominee. That means I can be HoH and inadvertently have Brian go up on the block. But if I don't win HoH, Brian and I are both going up ensuring one of us going home. So me or Brian HAS to win HoH or this'll be the end of Rhinehart.

...I completely forgot to tell peeps that I would be gone for 6 days. And the veto comp needs to have a screenshot which I can't do on my phone. So, what do I do but tell people that it's impossible for me to do the comp, and that they should wait until I come back. I mean it only makes sense, we've been doing this game for how long, and I've been consistent and efficient at submitting comps how many times?

But who gets gang-raped? Me. I expected Rachel and Amy to say something. But not Enzo. First off, I don't give a fuck what Amy has to say. Idk why she continues to "like" each one of Enzo's post (passive-aggressively) then chooses to give her two cents saying what Enzo just said. Amy, you're a nobody. You suck at competitions, and the only thing working for you is that you're nice. But now, you're just being a coward, and you were SO lucky I didn't have a computer and that I hate typing on my phone. Or else, I would've said something to you I would've regretted.

Enzo, on the other hand, being the strong competitor that he is, is also bashing me for making them wait. But unlike Amy, I consider his concerns valid because of his history of being a solid competitor. But hold up, I thought the whole reason you put me and Brian up was to backdoor Amy. Are you really gonna do that? You're acting so shady right now fucking gangbanging me, when my possible veto win could secure your success at backdooring Amy. Do you really want to backdoor Amy? Because right now, you're not on my side. And if you go back on your word when you made apparent was true, then your word will be worthless and I'll be forced not to vote for you to win the game.

Well, Brian won veto. I wish I could've won it so I could veto him myself. The whole reason I wanted the opportunity to compete in veto was so that there was absolutely no reason why my eviction wasn't true. I wanted it to be apparent that I had the same opportunity as everyone else to compete, and just fell short. And that's exactly what happened. All we need to see now is if Enzo really is true in wanting me to stay.

I just got a public apology from Enzo, and a pm from him saying Me, him, and Brian's final 3 is still on. WOW, I'm waiting in anticipation to see if it's true. I'm nervous and skeptical, but I'm hopeful that he's telling the truth. Though I wouldn't be surprised by the least that I would be walking out of those doors tonight.