Final Week- Me vs. the world

[James Rhine]

Dear Diary,

Enzo just beat me in the endurance competition. I'm actually not that mad about it. I want to participate in as many comps as possible!

I keep telling Enzo that I'm taking him to the final 2, but obviously the smart thing to do would be to take Rachel. Right now, I think I'm just chirping in his ear for the possibility of him thinking about keeping me. But I know what's going on. Enzo hasn't been able to tell me that he's going to keep me because he isn't going to. So I have no obligation to keep him myself. I would like however for us to be in the final 2 since we were the best competitors of the game. Though I thoroughly believe that Enzo played the best game out of everyone in this season.

I wanna see jury houseeeeeeeeeee.

I hope I'll be able to beat Rachel in the next competition. If she shows up, she'll have a good shot at beating me. I suck at f3 hohs. Never won one in my life.

[James Rhine]

I'm pretty surprised to be in top 3. Especially without Brian. I'm surprised I'm not as pissed about his eviction as I thought I'd be. Though I am disappointed in myself. I had no intention in outlasting Brian. I am so sad that that's the case.

[James Rhine]

Would you look at that?! My reputation continues for being the absolute WORST at final 3 hoh competitions! LOL for some reason I just lose all motivation to do well here. I knew going into it that Enzo (and Rachel if she tried) would be a beast at endurance comps and Rachel would be a beast at tiebreakers.

I'm fine leaving now. I wanna see the jury house!! I'm leaving feeling absolutely satisfied that I am leaving the house as the last winner, knowing that Enzo or Rachel will soon be part of the winner's circle in bbrecycled. Though obviously, I'll be rooting hardcore for Enzo to win; this season = Enzo.